Ok title doesn't really show this as a transgender topic but it is.

I've been out of WoW for a month.
No money, Hormones, doctors etc came first.

Now i came back tonight.

First 5 minutes and i got upset enough to log out and want to go to bed.

I asked a question and got a smart assed response.
And it upset me.
ITs been a long day. but its not like it was an unusually smart assed response for wow players.
Guildchat if ur curious.

But it really makes me question things.
Comments, Answers like that, fights arguments over a game have been getting to me more and more latley since i began transitioning. And today i REALLY kicked the ball off with a name change and a couple of other thing
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Fuck you reality.

i hate working out my budget, what i need to pay, what i need to save, what i need to spend on "cosmetic" things, like haha cosmetics.

Fuck. You. Reality.
I like my happy bubble.

Shower time so i can reeeeeelax.

Adios peoples.

p.s one of my lecturers drives me fucking nuts, every time she breathes in she makes a gargling wheeze.
And she gets side tracked way too much with random useless info.
Tonight i almost burst.
Random tangent about how the beareau of statistics does take gender anymore because people get offended if you dont know, and those transexuals can decide...
Good thing she noticed me staring at her and decided to trail off there and get back on topic.
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All in all not too bad.

i do have some issues, but hope they can be sorted in time.

i think the "team" is reasonably experienced in this area, but i do wonder a little at their treatments.

The endocrinologist raised flags with me particularly.
Lovely gentleman, but prescribed me a very low dosage of hormones. birth control pill.

about 120 times LESS then what im currently taking.
I am on a lot of hormones, way too many to be useful and enough to cause long term issues.

However, its a 100 microgram dose. i expected from my research a dosage around 2 milligrams. His dosage is still 20 times lower then that.
Don't even ask the variation from my androcurr dosage to the the pill.
The drop is h
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ok not really.

Just an appointment with the gender clinic in melbourne.

Or so i thought.

i dont know.

psych, endo, surgeon.

But they apparently work with the clinic.
Clinic itself i dont believe im going to directly.

Which is ok. i head over tommorrow at 5am.

I spent a nice amount of time getting myself worked up over nothing.
Freaking out about my appearance, what i was going to wear. what they were going to ask me, what to do with my damn hair.

And got myself nicely upset.
Goodjob dry.

And then proceeded to sms pretty much my only female friend currently in the state and drop two texts worth of whining on her.
Go me again.
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